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00:00 Oct 29 2010
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w00t! I just found muh house listed online.
Where I live
Wanna buy it? heh heh
01:08 Oct 27 2010
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I think I am experiencing burn out. Actually I know I am.
I love what I do. I love cruising the forum and seeing what people have to say, if it's not just some b.s. post, and helping out a person when I can. That's one of the things that has kept me coming around.
Sometimes things just get... too much.
I know people are into role play but after awhile it gets so tiring seeing it over and over and over it.
And then there are people who are claiming to be real vampires/lycans. It gets so tiring watching people try to drag others into their world of make believe. I know we make our own reality, but your reality is not mine. So really I don't want to live in it.
I get tired of the certain skeptics that act as though what they say is law and nothing else should be said.
I get so tired of seeing people bullying one another and the uncalled for mean-ness that just spews from some people.
I get tired of seeing people needing attention and doing anything they have to in order to get it.
I Basically I don't think it's "VR burn out". I really think it's "VR people burn out". Because I still want to sign in and enjoy the people I enjoy. And I thank the divine power that has brought them into my life. I still want to be around.
I think.. I really... just want people to go away. :)
Well, some people not all.. just.. some.
01:40 Oct 26 2010
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I really, really hate seeing the line:
You've been rated. Please return the favor.
Or
I've added you and your journal. Please return the favor.
It is not a favor if I didn't ask for it. You are not obligated to rate me. You are not obligated to add me to your friends list or add my journal to your favorites.
I'd much rather people add me because, and here is a novel idea, because they actually want to talk with me, enjoying speaking with me or enjoy reading my journal.
Don't add me because you think I am going to add you in return. I will not.
I only add people who I speak with on my friends lists. I only add people to my favorite journals lists if I like them and their journal.
I don't care about the status. I don't care with helping you with your status. I've put my time in with flipping pages and rating way before this whole status system came about.
I swear if some people actually seen what it was like to level years ago, they'd just sit and stare at their screen like a deer in headlights.
16:26 Oct 25 2010
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Nov 2nd I get my two teeth ripped outta my face.
YAY! for no more tooth pain. Totally yay for being able to be sedated!
I have a feeling on that day I will use more profanity than I have the whole year. :|
17:25 Oct 23 2010
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Well, it's a done deal. The for sale sign goes up Tuesday. The papers are signed and it should be online as soon as they put it on the website. We've signed for the house to be up for 6 months.
So I guess Florida here we come!
23:00 Oct 20 2010
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[bitch fit]
So, I went to the dentist today. I am thinkin' okay so I'll go in and they will see wtf is wrong with my two teeth and get 'em taken care of.
Motha. Effin. Wrong. Biznitch.
I have to go to an Oral Surgeon. ( hehe oral) and get two damn teeth ripped outta muh face.
Why? because I am on a blood thinner and they don't want me to bleed out and die.
Okay. Fine. I can deal with that. Made me on edge, but okay whatever.
THEN I go out into the waiting room to get things taken care of. She said "That'll be 120 dollars." I said " Can you send me the bill." Oh we don't do that anymore. We expect payment at time of service. And since you haven't been here in so long we can't give you an extended credit."
Now lemme tell ya I've had this dentist since I was 15.
I cocked my eyebrow and said " Listen, my family and I have been coming to this dentist for years and we've ALWAYS paid. Now I'll give you 20 dollars now and you can give me credit for the rest."
She took one look at my face and was like "Okay!" I so was not kiddin'. I woulda tore that place up like a hurricane.
THEN I go to get my pills. I am getting two infected toofs so I need pills. He gave me some pain meds in case it really starts to hurt. I go to get them filled and they tell me " You are getting a controlled substance so you have to come in and sign". I was like aww hell no. I can't trudge my fat ass in there. I was like listen, I'll send my damn license in and put my face to the camera. Gimme my damn pills. Before I set it off up in here." She said"Uhm, lemme ask the Pharmacist." So needless to say I got my damn pills.
Ugh. It's been a day. I swear I could eat some babies and punch people I don't like in the face and not feel any sort of remorse.
[/bitch fit]
03:46 Oct 18 2010
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I really wish there were places that catered more to the 'older' people who like the goth/punk accessories.
Example: I want a really cute purse with skulls.
Medium size.
I am so sick of all of these horrid purses that I wouldn't even wish upon my worst enemy. Okay I lie, I wouldn't mind choking some people with these horrid purses but still, yanno?
Like why does everything have to be like HUGE skulls with like SCARY faces. I can understand the younger crowd going for it. Hey they are younger, but I don't want to be all like:
"Look at me! Look at me! I'm old and I carry stupid shit."
Why can't they make some stuff that is super cute, girly and doesn't make me look like I am trying to be 15 again? And NO I do not want to be 15 again. With all the stupid shit on this site I see from some of those around that age I want to scoop my innards out with a coat hanger and an ice cream scoop. Seriously, if I have a kid and I seen some of the shit some of these kids say, Hell I'd be in jail quicker than you could say " Holy shit that bitch is crazy. " Now I don't condone violence, well very much of it, however I do believe some of these kids need a good ass beatin'. Every see a Madea movie? That's what they need. She doesn't care if it's not her kid she'd beat 'em. They actin' up in public; she'd beat 'em. They runnin' around acting a fool; she beat 'em. They acting like a dirty whore; she'd set them straight and then beat them. That's what they need.
Oh damn, I slipped into Madea mode and went off on a tangent. Anyways back to the issue at hand.
Shit. Where was I? -scrolls up-
Oh yeah, purses. They also need to make some cute clothes for the older people who don't like to look like they are dressing up for Halloween every day. Like little skulls and stuff. Put things on a smaller scale. Not everything needs to be all radical and HERE I AM!
When I go out in public I want to look cute and have cute stuff. I don't want someone to look at me because I look like some chick trying to look 15.
Oh and another thing about looking cute and people looking at you:
I've seen kids on here claim that "When I walk down the street people stare at me because I dress different. I wear my makeup different and I wear all black."
Let me enlighten you on a few things.
1. They are not staring at you because you are different. They are probably thinking " There's another one of those goth kids that are claiming they are being different when in fact they look like every other damn goth I've seen today."
2. If you wear make up and draw all around your eyeballs with eyeliner they are starring at you because they are wondering if someone has either-
-Slapped you while you were putting on makeup.
- Wondered if you sneezed while putting on makeup and didn't care to fix it.
-If you were shaking so bad you missed the space you were going for completely.
- Or they think that you are one of those speshial kids who got into their moms makeup bag and decided to play dress up.
Seriously, put on makeup like you got some damn sense. It makes you look like a retard. I know some people get all bent at the use of the word 'retard', but you know what, fuck you, it makes you look retarded.
I wanna smack kids upside the head I see out in public like that. You wanna stand out and be different, then actually DO something different. Don't dress or act like a retard.
And since I've totally lost my mind set on where I was.. I think I'm done.
How's that for an abrupt ending?
22:10 Oct 13 2010
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Every time I sign onto my hotmail account your birthday pops up. It keeps reminding me it's the 17th of this month.
Every time I see it my heart breaks all over again.
I miss you more with each passing day. You are/were one in a million. And you always will be.
You're always in my heart and always have my love.
17:49 Oct 04 2010
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Have you ever noticed that some of the names of the Covens remind you of something they'd name a sexually transmitted disease after? heh
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COMMENTS
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LadyKrystalynDarkstar
01:16 Oct 29 2010
Pretty little place. I hope it sells fast for you!
BellaMalattia
01:28 Oct 29 2010
*stalks muh dollface*
ladySnowStrixx
17:13 Oct 29 2010
its cute moonie , good luck on selling it.